today im doing perfectly fine son, just thinking about camera and lenses and writing my next script, I miss you alot jacob, next month u will be 8 months, and nine, i wish u will still alive baby, im sorry if i made your mother unhappy, i have tears rolling down my cheeks, we made so much plans for your arrival, and I miss talking to you, where your in your mommy's tummy, I will lay on the bed talking to her belly, and saying i can't wait to see you baby, and i will miss you when u travel back home to Cali, In April I didn't know, It was the last and final time i saw you, I know you were only a fetus, you were mine to call, I can hear your mom yelling at me and blaming me for your death, its none of our faults, the current mood is your mom said she sending me back stuff, and her new address, im crying, and my heart is heavy

imu

papa

Dear Jacob, I know your doing better, and your not suffering anymore, I miss you so much, yesterday I saw a woman downtown pregnant, I thought about u and mommy, A single tear drop rolled down my left cheek, and plenty more followed, today u would be seven months old, since when your mom and i did decide to have u. I miss you everyday, I hope this love doesn't fade, I hope in the future I will remember, remember i always loves u and mommy, your mom and i miss u very much, when the day comes, i will see your face and u will see mine, til the end of time

i love u baby

dear baby jacob i miss u so much, i miss talking to you, i hope ur feeling well and doing better, i miss u alot son, i will remember always


papa

This is where it all started, this is her, the best mother I know, and got the chance to spend with her, I wish I had a ton a money to spend on her, and get her anything she wanted, I wish we were alike and had more stuff in common.

This is the girl that Sacrificed her body for me

This is a image of Jacobs Mother

I still love her -Zach

I'm back from being down on myself, my babies momma came back in my life for two weeks, and were no longer together, now it seems all a bad dream, i wish we met in 2003 or sooner, i wish she could trust me, now im a sad use to be father, and boyfriend, i currently battling a horrible cold, I still miss them both every single day. I did which was the best for us, we went out separate ways, and baby jacob is in a better place.