I'm back from being down on myself, my babies momma came back in my life for two weeks, and were no longer together, now it seems all a bad dream, i wish we met in 2003 or sooner, i wish she could trust me, now im a sad use to be father, and boyfriend, i currently battling a horrible cold, I still miss them both every single day. I did which was the best for us, we went out separate ways, and baby jacob is in a better place.