Dear Jacob, I know your doing better, and your not suffering anymore, I miss you so much, yesterday I saw a woman downtown pregnant, I thought about u and mommy, A single tear drop rolled down my left cheek, and plenty more followed, today u would be seven months old, since when your mom and i did decide to have u. I miss you everyday, I hope this love doesn't fade, I hope in the future I will remember, remember i always loves u and mommy, your mom and i miss u very much, when the day comes, i will see your face and u will see mine, til the end of time

i love u baby