Dear Jacob, Your mother wrote me and said she was hear, and wanting to know to see if I was alright, I guess she doing better, She said I made her believe I really love her, I think this is the side of her when she gets really lonely and down, and decides to write me.

I think it's to soon to write, I believe quietness, and separation is the best way to let go, as I don't respond or write her back, her love for me will die down, and her tears will dry.

I just wanted her to believe in me, I think she's looking at my page, and thinking how bad she left me in ruins, I was very honest with your mommy, and now it's to late for her to come back to me.

I'm pushing forward, I think she's finally missing what she had, and no other can compare to me.

No one can measure to me, I am your father, writing to you, and soon, I will see u in the future, everyday I keep you in my heart.

I don't plan on settling down, I will wait after I'm successful, and find someone who's loves me and cherishes me and understand the person on who I am.

I miss u jacob.