Today is Monday, August 9th
6:19pm
Santa Fe home.

Today, my little sister asked me if i wanted to eat at Lota-burger, The sensitive side came out from me. I was thinking when was the last time, I remembered I at Lota-burger at the Gathering of Nations.

I remember it was like yesterday, I remember it was warm, bright, and I bought her a dress, and I bought myself a white Polo. I remember I said let's eat at the Macaroni grill, and she was worried about cost.

So we ate at the foodstands, meanwhile in Lota-burger eating with my sister, I can feel a lump coming up, and my eye's started to water.

I remember rubbing my son, and asking him about how his burger, and I remember buying her another burger from flying star with a Dessert.

I felt lonely and sad because my son is not with us, I miss him everday, and wonder why he left, and why she didn't understand, and she moved here, it woulda be better for us, and she wouldn't have to worry.

I'm still a good person, and I don't wanna feel the same pain again, just being alone killed me.

I'm currently have sour tears running down my brown skin, as I sit here missing them both.

I'm not going to Lie, I miss her, I miss her calling me baby, and asking her how she was doing, and how Jacob was doing.

I can't finish.